tikanis malaka.

hella. Tikanis Reh? glad that my greek friends have been reading my blog. Well, i love all you greek people. You guys are the warmest people on this planet. It's been such a great pleasure knowing you all... All the memories that i have with you guys are sweet and warm, happiness and most important of all, you guys really know how to treat your guess. I wish one day i could fly to Athens and meet you. travel and eat and smoke.. but it seems so far fetched right now. If i win the lottery (if ever buy one) the first destination that i will head out is to Greece. To Angel, We love you man. I hope that our friendship will continue and we'll meet again one day..

the real art of shooting

tonight i feel sleepless as i have slept through the day.. not because i watched the LOST marathon, but i felt that i needed the sleep.. forget about it. well the pict is about archery. i have learned a sport that requires 100% concentration, a lot of stamina (eventhough it does not requires running), grit and being able to fend off psychopathic supporters (almost shot the bugger ;-P

the more time i'm holding the bow and arrow, the more stress i can let go.. with a clear mind it's easy to get the target.. but when something bothering you

, like "what is that noise?" or "shit, i'm supposed to call mum.." that sort of things.. instantly the arrow will miss the target.. even when all seems right, you'll miss the target easily..
sometimes archery teaches me, to be in-control, think of the steps before making the decision (letting the arrow go) and to see whether all my effort paid off or not.. sometimes when i'm pissed off about something, it's easy to let it go on the target, and after a day of shooting. well i can say to my self.. you've got it.. sometimes..what the hell happened to you?

Friends at work..

hmm.. it's been five years i'm in mersing.. such a distance from civilisation. but thanks to people like work colleagues that make live easier. we see them everyday, working together, sharing ideas and personal issues.. as time passes by, one by one seems to disapear from our eyes. working with MARA gives me the opportunity to see many people. many come and go, leaving me.. and i think to myself.. when is my time to go? that is something i'm looking forward to...

i am LOST

just had a marathon of LOST season 3. episode 1-6.. everything is going into places now, the puzzles, the polar bear, the dharma institute.. but one thing that is making me still LOST is.. the island itself.. does it really communicate to the survivors..or just a flashback of all the guilt? well.. it is still losing me in many ways... no more bed time story for me as it keeps me thinking... but one bed time story i like to hear is from someone and that someone has not told me her side of the bedtime story..again i am truly LOST