Edinburgh

sometimes, i would have this strange dream-pattern, where i would be dreahad once dreaming the same thing for a few days or for several weeks. like this photo for example, the edinburgh highstreet. i had once dreamt that i was walking from my house which is situated near the edge of the meadows, walking to the edinburgh uni. then i met some friends, farah and azai. we would be talking and walking in the cold air and going down the brick-road of the highstreet. i used to hate it as my feet would hurt and i have to watch my ankle coz i had sprained it once by just walking on it.

then the next dream would be this picture,

coming back from my cleaning job at the Royal Bank of Scotland, passing through the St James shopping mall and looking forward i can see this clear image in my head. But the weather, is bitterly cold, went through my bones, with the wind that could easily blown off your hat, i used to dread walking to and fro my work place. I had a bike once when i lived in Ventnor Terrace, it's a mountain bike, i rode it to work, all the way from ventnor, at 4 a.m., freezing cold.. even with 4 layers of clothing, warmers and all, i can still feel the wind blowing my face, aching myself to climb the half-a-kilometre of newington road. and coming back. i almost fell off the bike, because the road was covered with ice.. but the bike didnt exist for long as someone stole it. amazingly cutting the handrail of the stairs just to get to the bike. My housemates complained but i was even sadder cos now i have to walk all the way... i dreamt a dream that i know can never happened again. even if bro joe invited me hundreds of time. MANA NAK CARI DUIT?